Hi all you beautiful people who still finds your way into this quiet place on the internet.
It’s been over a year since I wrote my last blogpost. And I want to thank you so much for still coming here and for writing comments and engaging in my older posts.
I suddenly felt an urge to share a little post with some photos from this past week, when the ice melted away on the lake. This is always the real sign of the arrival of spring. And this year the ice left almost a whole month earlier than usual. We got an early spring this year, and no words can describe how grateful I am for that.
Last week the ice started breaking into pieces and for each day that went by the ice slowly sank into the water. I think it is so beautiful to witness this happening every year.
Suddenly you wake up one morning and you see the sunlight glimmering on the surface of water. And it feels like seeing magic.
So now the spring is here. A new season has started. A new chapter. And I feel it in every cell of my body.
The spring fills me with aliveness a feeling of awe for all life and nature. And I am so glad that I get to experience it once again.
I hope to share some more moments of my spring in here. And I hope that you, whoever you are and where ever you are, have a really wonderful April, filled with all those things that brings you joy.
With love
/ Jonna
Je te souhaite un merveilleux printemps, à toi, à Nanouk.
From France
With Love.
Sandrine.
I came here on an impulse this morning. And I am so glad you are writing again, Jonna. It is the only form of living that truly helps in difficult times. I always have felt that strongly.
Bless you, dear, with all your gifts and your big heart. You bring so much light and joy and depth into people’s lives!
Tack för detta.
Martina
Your photos are really lovely! Time spent alone in natures beauty is a mirror of our true being, which is open, tender, even vulnerable, clear, luminous and free! Enjoy your self-knowing, you are a light -being! ✨💫✨ We are all light! ✨
I love the twilight luminosity in moonlight 🌕 All pervasive beauty! 🌙
I have nothing useful to say but I wanted to leave a little note acknowledging your beautiful photos !
It’s so wonderful seeing your little block posts here once in a while.
Spring is the season of rebirth.
Through it light, life and hope comes into this world.
I’m so grateful for the work you are doing, for making people feel and experience the beauty of life through your videos, your music and your art.
You are contributing harmony, excitement and happiness to every soul out there that has discovered your channel.
If I had the power to make one wish come true for you, it would be that you are always able to live out your passions and talents without ever having to worry about anything in your life.
I wish you the freedom of being able to do everything that fulfills your soul and that can make you smile any day at any time.
Keep your work up, your are a gifted filmmaker, musician, artist and so much more.
May god bless you, your family and your wonderful dog Nanook 🙏🏼
Sweet Spring tidings to you Jonna, we are experiencing an early spring here too. After a very snowy winter it’s lovely to have the flowers peering out through the leaves and dirt and the birds singing in the budding trees. Enjoy this seasonal transition, let it ease your soul, and give you the pure energy of a life filled with love.
Godmorgon Jonna
Jag vet inte hur det är för andra.
Men för mig är text en form av
ensamhet.
För oavsett hur den
Kändes, tänktes, skrevs.
Så läser, tänker, känner jag
den i min alldeles egna takt.
Och i den takten finns det då
ingen tanke på hur jag
serut (eller luktar!)
Men nu när jag har känt på ord och bild
En tanke jag tänkt länge.
Tror att jag ser mer natur än du.
Men att du SER den mer än jag.
Även om jag kände en hel del den 1 april.
Ryggsäcken tyngd av vedkubb
i gryningssolens motljus.
På en landsläppande, segmjuk sjöis.
Där luften var fylld av orrarnas
bubbliga förväntningar på framtiden.
Kändes allt annat än ett aprilskämt.
För en av många stunder
i en form av ensamhet.
KRAAAM !!!
❤️
Wow, so good to see you blog a little again. Indeed, the nosier, the crowdier it becomes out there on other parts of the internet,
the more one values quiet little niche like your blog. It is like Grundtjärn or Marsfjällen while your other social media are like
Gothenburg on steroids. Please, visit this part of the internet as often as you can.
I read your blog just now, by coincidence I ended up on this page, and how happy am I that I found you writing in the blog again.
I felt the urge this winter,to travel north for the second time in my life, since I do not live in Sweden. This time I wanted to show my beloved ones where it is that my entire system wakes up and fill with life.
This early spring was so welcome to travel with my car such a long way up north.
I put my aurora borealis neklace around the stem of a birch tree to soak in sunlight, wind, connected to the tree. The sun and the wind created a light show because of the chrystals shape and erges, just like a miniature northern light show.
The elements actively working together, watching the colors light up and change constantly, feeling the fresh winds on my face and just standing there on the edge of a lake near the water and just feel connected brought me so much joy and peace.
I am thankful to be here and share the early spring, being able to connect to the land myself and carrying the piece of jewelry I love to wear so much, to the homegrounds and physically connect to where I feel it belongs.
I wish you many spring adventures with nanook, a lot of joy and fresh new energy from the new season.
Love,
Janine
There’s something magical about watching seasons shift, and you capture it so well. The early spring sounds like such a gift, can’t wait to see more of it through your lens. Hope April’s been kind to you so far.
WOW! Such gorgeous photographs!
Spring is arriving here in Canada as well and even just the SMELL of spring is exciting!!
Sending you love,
You find beauty in everything! Thank you for sharing, I find it magical!
What beautiful and soothing pictures!
Thank you Jonna, and many greetings ( :
P.S.: Doesn’t the centre ice floe in picture four look like a cat (upside down)?
I thought so too!
Wishing you well in your beautiful place. Place is everything. Thank you for bringing quiet and peace into my life.
Hii Jonna,
that’s so nice to find a new post here. Accualy, it has some kind of magic, when it’s only sometimes..
I feel so deeply thankfull, that I discovered your chanel so many years ago. Your videos have been part of my life. When I felt down, I watched a video and somehow, I felt better. Thank you Jonna, for sharing so honestly from your life and capturing the amazing nature around you. And the fact, that you connected so many like-minded people, it’s amazing! Now we know, that there is more people who loves hugging trees, diging hands into soil, watching night sky, and much more.
You are a real inspiriation for me. Thank you!
Sending you so much love from Slovakia! I hope I will make it to opening your store. Right now, even thinking about it makes me wanna cry.. That kind of tears, when something so amazing happens that you even cant believe it.
Love,
Mysh
I’m glad to see you post here again.
Hei
Ihanaa luonnon Taikaa näkyy kaikkialla. Laulusi kaikaa tuulessa kävellessäni luonnossa.
Rakkautta ja rauhaa elämääsi
Terveisin Maatuska
“Sometimes it feels weird to say store or gallery because I don’t really know what it is. It is not only like a gallery in a store. For me
it is more like a little world that you can enter. So, even if it is a store where you can buy our products, our jewelry, art and all of those
things. The core of it is more like having an oasis, a place where you can enter and experience this place. It is hard to put it into words.”
“Every time I go into this space, the store I just fall in love and I am like: Wow, we need to make this work in some way. We need to
open the doors to this space BECAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO EXPERIENCE IT. Just the energy in there gives me so much inspiration.”
“I look forward to, I feel so excited to get started with all the things now and to finally just do this. To open this gallery once and for all.”
What you charmingly try to convey is that you want to create a sacred space so magnificent that upon entering it, visitors will have
a transcendental experience. In other words you want to build another temple, this time open to the public.
Ultimately, building temples is completely redundant. Everything is already sacred. Just like in this expression that yogi in samadhi
doesn’t see any difference between lump of gold and excreta of a crow. All we need to do is to keep our augun opin or to remove
the shoes from our feet to realize that the ground we stand on is a holy ground.
But since the vast majority of people isn’t anywhere near this level of spiritual realization, building temples is a necessary and
valuable, intermediate step towards it. So, I am with you on this Jonna, go for it and get the temple building “chit” done. 😊
Vilka vackra bilder:)
Thank you for sharing this beauty, this sacred energy with us. Oh how I long to experience the ever changing seasons of Sweden. I live in year round sunshine in Florida USA. While this may sound dream-like, and there is much beauty that comes with endless sunshine.. I long to feel the bite of a cold wind across my cheeks. I long to hear the ice sing as it forms, and the rumble and crack as it melts. How I long to feel the vibration from the mountains energy all around me! With your photos/ videos, your paintings, your words both typed and sung… through all of your art I feel like I am right there with you amongst the magic. Thank you again for sharing that magic of the natural world and the magic within you. It brings me so much peace 🩵
So wonderful to read from you here again. I really love this quiet form of expression. And these breathtaking pictures! Nature shows us that even letting go can be beautiful 💙
Kraków is only 900 km from Chernobyl. After the nuclear accident there many dogs got cancer. Our beloved
German shorthaired pointer Greta was one of them. It spread quickly. She was in pain and there was no other
choice. I had to take her to the vet to put her to sleep.
After this experience I didn’t want to have another dog again. I mean, I wanted to have a dog but I didn’t
want to go through the same pain of losing it again. And yet, in some mysterious way, because I didn’t want
to experience this pain, I could not avoid it.
Over the years I have followed you on social media, Nanook became as dear to me as my beloved Greta.
The pain of losing him is as intense as it was losing Greta years ago. The difference is that now I am much better prepared to face it.
Your Instagram post of July 05, 2023 felt like you wanted to say your final goodbye to Nanook.
I wanted to scream: Noooo, there is something one can do even if it would be only a delaying the inevitable.
I didn’t expect that an ordinary Jonna would take my suggestions seriously. In the same time I was convinced that a deeper, spiritual part of you would recognize their meaning and value and out of love for Nanook, would dwell on them behind the scenes. I was so happy to see it work. I have no doubt that you extend his life for
last couple of years.
You probably will ask why couldn’t it work a little bit longer ? To answer this question one has to realize that
Nanook is not really dead. What do I mean by that ? I answer these questions in the next comment
coming shortly. Lots of love. ❤️
I’m mostly silent, but now I need to speak: blogs are still cool. End of story. Take care Jonna <3
I’m mostly silent, but now I need to speak: blogs are still cool. End of story. Take care Jonna <3
Western science tries to prove that a human psyche is a result of a chemical processes in a brain.
A death of a physical body means the end of it all. But this not how Eastern Spirituality sees it. Eastern religions have their differences but all unequivocally agree on a concept of reincarnation.
According to Eastern Spirituality a gross physical body is generated and animated by a subtle
body called citta. Citta contains a vast storehouse (karmasaya) of memories (vasanas) of actions and their results from past incarnations. It is a pressure from unresolved karmic issues that makes citta seek another birth in a physical body to put them to rest and end the circle of death and rebirth.
Citta is directly connected to and a part of an Universal Mind. Because of citta’s identification with a physical body, what we call our conscious mind, is only a tip of an iceberg of something much more
vast. The more we lose our identification with the physical body and turn inside, the more knowledge
and power is available to us.
Depending what issues citta seeks to resolve, it may generate different types of physical bodies.
It may reincarnate in a body of a human but also an animal, plant or even an inanimate object like rock.
Nothing in this world happens by accident. Generating an image of Nanook as a human being, was
your way of opening and processing a message from a Universal Mind (Divine Mother), that he needed
to move on to his next incarnation, this time as a human being, to advance his spiritual evolution.
What kind of experience did Nanook have while incarnated as a dog in Grundtjärn ? It was an
experience of being loved unconditionally. This vasana is now stored in his karmasaya, it will bubble up to his conscious mind and radiate out into the world. We can see it in an image you generated. The legacy of your relationship with Nanook will not only live on, it will truly contribute
to making this world a better place. How beautiful this is !!!! 🥰
And there is still more to it, coming soon. Lots of love. ❤️
All karma from many lifetimes stored in karmasaya is called sanchita karma. Part of it, meant to be dealt with in a particular lifetime, is called prarabdha karma. I happened to have a particularly heavy burden of nasty, prarabdha karma in this life. For a long time this burden made blind to many things around me.
Fortunately, I managed to neutralize almost all of it.
My ongoing regret nowadays is that I haven’t been a better son for my parents. They provided me
and my sister with a loving home, we didn’t have a lots of money but we never really lacked anything.
They always encouraged us to learn and exceed in school. They never asked for anything in return. And I didn’t appreciate it and took it all for granted.
I talk to them often, apologize for my mistakes, express my deep love for them and gratitude for the privilege and honour of having them as my parents in this life. As a result I managed to connect with them in their current incarnations. I give you an example.
After my birth my mother gained weight and wasn’t able to take it off. But there wasn’t any resentment
in her that pregnancy ruined her figure, just this quiet yearning to be slim and attractive again.
In my dream I am with my mother. She looks like she did when she was a young woman. She stands
in front of a mirror in a sexy black dress. She looks at her reflection and tells me with such an astonishment
and joy in her voice: “Look how slim I am now”. My dearest mother, she wanted to share her joy
with her son.
You already know what I talk about. If you so desire, because of your psychic abilities, you will be able to connect with Nanook in his current incarnation too. It is pretty obvious. Since every chitta is a part of the Universal Mind, it is already connected with everything through it. The whole point is to bring this knowledge from subconscious to our conscious mind. In your conscious mind allow such a possibility, express your intention, support it with your powerful emotions and patiently wait for the results.
And when you connect with Nanook tell him that Hrafna-Flóki sends his regards. 🫡 😊
Lots of love ❤️
I am so glad to see your vlog again. I knew that you needed time before you were ready to create it. I can tell you
now that about six months ago I had a dream about Nanook’s death. His body floated in a pond and ravens were
poking his eyes like he was a hero fallen on a battlefield. I chased them away trying to protect him. I knew that
his death was approaching but I am still awe-struck about its timing.
My very first thought was that your absorption in Sollefteå could provide a relief from pain you felt. But this
opportunity contained a big challenge to not allow the grief of losing Nanook to overwhelm you completely.
You responded to this challenge valiantly. While not denying the pain you felt, you proved that you are bigger
than it. I admire your strength.
What struck me most in the whole vlog is the image of Nayeli. It feels like she clearly understands what is happening and grieves the death of her long-time companion. This shows what a special soul Nanook is. I repeat that – IS. For me Nanook is not dead.
Lots of love ❤️
Wow, it looks that another one of your incarnations came to the surface. You can call it also aspects of your personality.
First, there is an incarnation as a Nordic völva. She is the most uncompromising. She doesn’t care where her
next meal will come from but she knows that it will come. She just wants to live close to nature, be creative and
inspire others. She wants to walk into the mist and unravel the mystery of her own identity.
But this uncompromising attitude doesn’t impress an ambitious gold prospector from southern United States.
She wants to follow an American dream and strike it rich. She diligently digs for gold in her own backyard.
She is relaxed a little bit now because she found a big gold nugget in form of a prosperous jewellery shop.
But she isn’t going to stop digging further. She thinks in a simple linear fashion: “If having one gold nugget feels
this good, having two gold nuggets must feel twice as good.” Yippee ki-yay
And there is an an incarnation as a French artist. She is located somewhere in-between first two characters.
She wants to create but she wouldn’t mind her creativity to pay for the material necessities of of life and maybe
afford a few luxuries.
Well, be aware of these aspects of your personality interacting with each other. Ultimately you are none of them
but a witness of them all. But it is an incarnation as a Nordic völva that will guide you to fully realize this fact.
This is why I totally root for her. She may loose a battle or two but I have no doubts that ultimately she will win
the war. It doesn’t matter whether it will take ten years or ten or more lifetimes. Simply because there is nowhere else to go but into the mist.
Just don’t get too excited about re-enacting your French incarnation and start drinking a glass of wine every
night. One glass can easily turn into one bottle or more. In this incarnation you are a Scandinavian and you know
how vulnerable Scandinavians are to the effects of alcohol. In a long run it is a creativity and spirituality killer.
Lots of love ❤️
Btw: What is it with the choice of a background song for your Instagram post. Its lyrics and the way you appear in it
could suggest that there might be a human love blooming in your life again. I keep my fingers crossed.🤞😊
Hello
I have been watching some of your videos and appreciating your art. It is outstanding and unique thank you so much for sharing your art full of beauty and peace. I am really happy to hear that you are attaining spiritual peace and getting inmerse with nature. I am also very happy to heat you have reached a balance between the spiritual, nature without losing touch with reality. I am very happy to hear that your shop became a reality and you are doing wonderfully. my very best wishes to you….. also I saw one of your videos where you are having problems with mosquitoes eucaliptus, vanilla o mint serve as wonderful natural repellents without causing any harm,they jwill just feel the odor and go away
Hello Jonna thank you so much for sharing your videos and experiences. As soon as I get a job I will become a subscriber because you are doing a great job in telling your process of awakening. The least I can do is sending my notes and hope you have time to read them. The landscapes you show in your videos are wonderful, I just noticed that some parts resemble the roads where I go jogging everyday. many times we are unable to appreciate what nature offers us Sometimes it occurs to me that I wake up night and then is difficult for me to sleep again. I think that is the consequence of an undesired connection or that we absorbed during the day unconsciously. This unwelcomed energy influences us to do things, thinking or otherwise some sort of channeling that we interpreted or transformed into positive energy. In your case you start painting, on my case I usually think or reflect.
I do not know if you heard about energetic forces it must be some sort of those. The comments I make are about your videos and what I understand, I am not able to say how evolved or level of consciousness you have attained. yet this is a very long process with up and downs, it will help you if you find info o read about this process. Just do not forget that it is not a tournament or in which you are get a medal, you will just get enlightened and then you will be able to get connected with the higher self and receive the benefit of it. Creativity, intuition, and other capabilities will appear. I used to follow a channel from a Buddhist teacher, it was very helpful but he would say due the life of sacrifice they follow and their dedication they were on top of others. I do not agree with it, this learning process we follow will allow us to grow spiritually or mentally and according to many factors we will be able to perceive, interpret, apply things differently.
I would advice you to learn to do one thing at a time. When you are painting, focus on the painting, do not think of anything else than in the ink, the canvas, the subject the strokes when you get to the point of doing objectively. it means that you took one step. It is said that Buddha reached that level on doing daily shores so he would not need to meditate if he wanted it because he was doing it while doing daily shores. That is a big step, anyways you will be perceiving things unconsciously or subconsciously that manifest later on, One day you will say where did I learnt this or how I knew about this. It means that energy you absorbe is manifesting in those capabilities. You will see.
Thanks for now and remember it is not a tournament, there is so much abundance in the universe there is no need to fight or compete for. that s another step. Have you seen the lord of the rings, something like it the end of that ring defeats the purpose. That s what we do herein this world but it is completely different to attain higher planes of reality
Hello Jonna
I really thank you for sharing your painting technique and also for sharing your everyday experience. The painting process is very similar to the process of awakening. The way you have some experience accumulated and then you want to transform those experiences into an artístic expression. In the case of awakening, it occurs something similar. you are a new practitioner and want to transform your accumulate experience into something meaningful. Then you start detaching from beliefs or cultural traits that are part of the main stream culture. In your case, you move close to nature and choose to live in solitude then you will have time to reflect and meditate without being interrupted or perturbated by things you do not find valuable. Others might take a different approach, this usually might cause confusion on people because the human species is a social species and naturally human beings reject or misinterpret differnt ways to approach life. Then what you do as I told you yesterday, you while you paint or do any chores try to focus completely in what you are doing to the point in which you are completely objective you may appreciate the positive energy but avoid absorbing negativity. That is the energy that causes us not to sleep well sometimes or even have unknown reactions. Probably, you are going to tell me then where do I get my energy from as normal human beings absorbe the energy from our surroundings, our strenght, and even thoughts. In your particular case, I understand you read a little, then as you get connected with nature, nature will prrovide you with that energy, you will feel deeply connected with animals and nature trees, rocks, etc and share the same energy. Your inspiration then naturally will emanate from that positive energy and you will transcend the normal energy that human beings have and be able to enjoy the connection with nature. Another thing I can tell you is to detach from material and any traits of negativity. When I say detach I do not mean to give away your material goods but transcend try to give more importance to spiritual things as your economic status is the result of your effort. In my case I have commit many mistakes that eventually I transcended and find explanations that satisfy me so I can live in peace with myself and keep going with my life. I do not pay much attention to those and I am able to speak with someone if asked about them. The same way you told us about the paranormal experience you had and your young years.
In your path to awakening, you will feel tempted to compete as we commonly do in our world. That is something you must avoid, if so it means you are out of your individual path. You will notice that you are aligned when you find this serendipitous experience where you find someone like in this case and share your knowledge without feeling any kind of jealousy or selfishness. As I said, everyone follows its own path, and the rewards will be experimented when alive, in form of intuitions, insights, other capabilities such as healing, etc that will emanate naturally, and then when time comes the person will go peacefully into a different realm or it will have another much more evolved reincarnation
Human beings usually fight and compete for energy, by then you will be able to create your own energy, your mother can help you with the management of it as she is doing now. That is for now
My best wishes for all of you I think you make a wonderful family and my best vibrations to you.
Hello Miss Jonna
It is always so nice to watch your videos, the first thing I notice your facial expression looks so great, it really shows that you are enjoying your life and that is wonderful to help you with your spiritual growth and connection with nature. I believe that in some aspects you have reached a high level of connection with nature. If you really feel that your soul is becoming intertwined with nature and you feel a great connection with it. It is a huge step toward your inner growth. I really wish that you not only awaken but actually attain enlightment, it is so wonderful that you are sharing this process. In this aspect, I believe that you are attaining more connection with nature and environment than I have. It seems your spiritual growth is taking a different alternative or way and that is really wonderful. my advice will be that as I told you before try to focus on every little step that you do and try to be completely conscious as a daily exercise. do not feel discourage as no everyone attains this, but if you do after some years of training, it will be wonderful
You are very young so I think you have plenty of time to attain enlightment .You will get many benefits out of this effort. Another thing that I should mention is that as you evolve, you will also have to leave or detach from negative energy and focus on your path.
On my personal case, I had leave aside things that in a different case will cause me shame but I chose this path so I just have to focus on my path and transcend that part of my life. Think of climbing a mountain, you have to focus on your path or next step and leave the past step behind, and remember it as an experience or teacher
My Best Wishes to you in your process to enlightment
Finding Clarity in the Mountains
Hello Jonna, Here I am just watching this video. \you chose the right title since I am using a metaphor to describe this awakening process. You continuosly mention words such as peace, relaxing, inspiring and heaven. I think your sensibility shows your high connection with nature and the environment. I truly believe that you are reaching a level of understanding of reality. Life does not offers us happy situations, but also difficult ones to make us spiritually resilient and grow out of this situations, and you when you overcome this situations mentally stronger. It is great to listen how you are able to open yourself about deep or inner feelings, you choose personal themes that we usually are unable to express. It only shows that you are very connected with nature and with the higher self. A few days ago I watched your video on the paranormal activities that you presenced when you were a child. It resonates on my mind your question … are you going to paint all your life…I have been thinking about it for the past few days about how that experience influenced your younger years. I think that an energetic entity somehow influenced you while you were young and you were not able to master that energy until You moved to the country side and started to work on your journey. I think that when you absorbed that energy you were very young and it was hard for your mind or soul to handle that much energy as you grew older and matured you have been able to manage that energy and channelized into your artistic interest and seeking for connection with nature, peace and beauty. Personally, I wish we could exchange messages to ask you about what happened then to offer you a better opinion, However, in the mean time, I should mention that personally I had some experiences that support my opinion. A few years ago, I used to live in Japan, and I often liked to visit the houses of old zen masters. As you imagine those houses are antique, however, they are kept as places to meditate or visit. I personally was interested in learning zen, and I believe that absorbing some of that energy and somehow it has helped me on my process of awakening. when those masters were alive, society did not have modern artifacts as we have today so I think that their teachings needed to be updated so we can apply and use them nowadays. I believe you are on the right path, you will experience ups and downs, highs and lows. Do not be hard on yourself, do not force yourself trying to be perfect every time. Just rehearse, practice and discipline yourself.one day you will find that things emanate naturally and that s it. I really thing your videos are inspirational for young people or people in general who want to find themselves. This process is like climbing a huge mountain, just focus on your pace, on your rhythm, when you feel tired , rest, relax, go to a place where you find comfortable. I enjoy solitude but sometimes I go to the city to a club, once I want to restart the journey. I do it. Remember the awakening and enlightment process involves a series of experiences that will lead you to it. do not compete with others just focus on your pace. I watch your videos and listen to what you say I sense that in many areas you are more awaken than I am. I feel that you are more connected to nature than I am. and that is wonderful always remember the Lord of the Rings that is the best metaphor to master the awakening process. when you see your passions or ego appears you must retreat, reflect and go back again. Ego is very deceitful and often blinds from the our quest. If you find someone that you can help personally in your area will also help you to grow spiritually and also learn. Thank You Jonna I wish you the best and hope that you read my comments and they are useful for you
Hello Jonna
It is true sometimes our lives are so hectic we are unable to appreciate what nature offers us. An hour of sunlight and you consider it a miracle and you are grateful to nature. Life experiences teach us to appreciate this little things and given them value that many times take it as granted. that is a part of finding ourselves, awakening and finally finding our quest, the meaning of life among other essential things in life.
Last night I watched your video about the harassment episode, I do actually have my hypothesis about it. I have been studying different aspects of the mind, universal laws, and the same way that you will find serendipities, synchronizations on your quest.
This individual somehow got into your path as a negative coincidence. I think is a result of ego not yours but from others who are connected. Happily that is part of the past, but still you gained experience and learnt from it. I like to think that what we face on this life has a reason, nothing really happens for the sake of it. I think that most things has something karmic and while there is little ground for free will mostly things are predetermined. Every step you climb is an experience and you will learn from it. I am really happy that you have a supporting family and relationship to share and enjoy this process of awakening, I really believe that you are doing very well and either way if you keep your pace you will enjoy the rest of your awakening process. It also is recomforting to hear your words and see how you are connected to nature I believe that you are much more connected than I am with nature. It will be great if you can write a book with your path experience. I think that personally because of my zen roots I am more objective and while I appreciate beauty and nature I am not at the level of sensibility you have reached. Your artwork is wonderful the tonalities of blue specially you used are exquisite. Thanks for sharing your experience with us
the purpose of awakening
I am really happy that you enjoyed the process of building your studio. It has been a well thought project that it is obviously paying off. How you have been evolving in different aspects is really incredible. It seems that the entire process has helped you a lot with your spiritual and personal growth. Your path is really inspirational and I would suggest that you should write a book about your awakening process. It is also very important that your significant ones are supportive You really irradiate positive vibrations, your word choice show that you are putting much positive energy in your project. I appreciate you follow universal laws on your everyday activities and they will reflect on your final work, I can see that your current artworks and success is a reflection from that work. I do not know if you noticed but in the process of awakening we obtain information from different traditions. I have realized that is because information and traditions are somehow distorted or incomplete fragments but interconnected and one follows the other but needs some corrections, proper perception and updating
I am sure that you will attain your quest in this lifetime. You are very young and you are knowledgeable about different topics to convey and reach awakening. You have taken the lone path which is the most difficult, AS I told you I am a loner as well so I understand, but many people sometimes get discouraged or confused. the main purpose of awakening is attaining balance and peace of mind. Most people wrongly think that solitude is the goal but on the contrary is that by reaching peace we are able to coexist peacefully and appreciate what nature or civilization offers us.
Thank You so much for expressing inner feelings about your experience that is really admirable because it reflects the level of mindfulness in which you currently are